DAY 16 ~ SOMEONE NOT IN YOUR STATE

Dear Donald,
you live in Texas now and I miss not being able to see you whenever I want too, your my brother (my favorite brother) Thanks for always treating me like a princess... I am so proud of you!!! the fact you went in the army and have served our country putting your life at risk for this great country. I can't wait to hear all the stories that you couldn't tell because of security reason's....You have had to move around so much and been in Iraq and Afghaniston as well as other places..I have worried about you like no other sister could...but I know your doing what you love as hard as it is for me to let you go and know that. your the best brother anyone could ask for we have a bond no one can ever break., no one in the family understands us and our bond. I mean your crib was in my room from the day you came home from the hospital.. I have always felt like your mom, that's probably why I am such a good mom to my sons I got to practice on you.. I love the memories we share we have had some really great times..oh the trouble we have gotten in when you got older but it was fun, and we never did anything illegal..You have always been my protector and I know if I called you today you would be right here, you have always told me that, just call me Pami and I will be there. Remember that day I was in that car wreck and they couldn't find me in any hospital and everyone thought the worse...you lived in TN. then and it should have taken you at least 10 hours to get home but on the ice you made it in 8 you will never know what that means to me..you didn't know if I was alive or dead, you must have been so scared for me.... You saved me from my abusive marriage and I thank you for that he is so scared of you and rightly so I mean you are 6'7" and have all the training in the world if you weren't on my side I would be scared of you too..:-) You almost have your 20 in and I hope you retire and come back to the states where we can see each other anytime we want, shouldn't be long now...know how proud of you I am and come back to me soon so we can be closer and have fun..I wish you where home now so you could come to the party we are having Saturday for Halloween but there is always next year...Please don't sign up to go over there where the war is again I don;t think my heart can take it just retire and come home you deserve that our family deserves to have you back....Can't wait till Christmas when you come visit I have a room waiting for you, we will have so much fun!!! I love you with all my heart,
love your sis Pami