DAY 5 LETTER TO MY DREAMS

Dear Dreams,
What happened to you, I had so many and you know them all, First and foremost how I wanted to be a singer you watched me with my hairbrush singing into the mirror when I was little, I use to sing all the time. It was fun when you watched me sing  in choir and singers at school I loved that and the dancing to..You know I wanted to grow up and be a country singer on a great big ole stage with people cheering me on and clapping when I was done...oh and how fun it would have been trying to get away from the paparazzi!!!  I would have behaved so much better than Brittany..I would never have got caught up in drugs and always wore my undies..:-)
You listened to me sing at Weddings and Church..What happened to you, why did you leave me? Was it because I got to busy in life being a mom, I love that job and that was one dream you did fulfill and I thank you for that..so glad you didn't bolt on me with that one...WHEW!!! for now I will just stick to being the kareoke queen, its fun and all but not quite like I imagined..they do clap and sometime sing with me and we laugh oh do we laugh and I am sure your laughing too, that's OK your my dream and I still love you for that.
I do have one HUGE favor to ask of you....beings I am the only girl in my life, a hubby, boy dogs,  3 brother's and two boy's I think its time I got a girl in my life... do you think you could manage that for me in a grandchild, I would not let you down I will be the best grandma ever even if it is boys... but I want to buy pink, its my favorite color you know!!! I am gonna thank you ahead of time because I know you'll make that one happen for me I have waited so long.... oh and another thing DREAM, could you please help me lose weight for my boys wedding's I want to look like a supermodel...not really, I just want my ex's mouth to fall open and wonder why did I ever hit her and let her get away that's called sweet revenge..so DREAMS I am counting on you, you let me down on the singing thing and I forgive you I will continue to be the kareoke queen but I am really counting on you for little girls in my life so I can buy lots of pink...oh and dolls, tiara's and pearls!! How fun I can see me now, I will be so broke. Oh well you only live once!! As for that weight thing and making the EX so jealous when he sees me again arm and arm with my true prince charming I want to see envy in his eye's..thats not to much to ask for, is it DREAMS??? For now I will just dream of pink and that big ole stage.......and the papararazzi that never got to chase me down..LOL
I still love you DREAMS, just hang around more, even if its only in my sleep!!!

HUGS AND KISSES ~ Pamela the Pondering Princess!!!!