I wanted to write this letter to you today to thank you for all your help in getting me back on track with my life...you where new to our church and I am sure you thought WOW who is this crazy lady who is coming to see me everyday..for 6 months I came to visit you and you welcomed me with open arms, I hope I didn't scare you with all my problems.. but I don't think I did you listened to me about my wreck, my divorce and the guilt I felt about Bill dying that day. We cryed and once in awhile we laughed you let me poor my heart out to you about how I was feeling...You helped me start getting out of my house again where I had locked myself in, I was scared and you got me to start going back to church I was afraid, afraid people would stare at me saying she is the one that killed Bill, even though in my heart I knew I didn't, it was not my fault but I just couldn't get a grip on that one especially when my then husband called me a murder..you told me he was toxic and even though I didn't believe in divorce you read me scripture's where God would not want anyone to stay in a situation like that, I thank you for that..you are the kindest sweetest man I have ever known and no one can break our bond..and last year when I got married again I couldn't think of anyone more fitting to marry us and hubby agreed. You are one in a million, a gem in the rough I hoped you gained insight on how to help people like me going thru difficult situations in there life..I love how coming from Louisianna how you call me Ms Pam that makes me feel so special, again Scott I thank you for getting me back to where I felt somewhat normal again and how you came to the hospital every time I had a surgery, how you prayed with me even though you knew I was scared you always calmed me down before they took me in to the operating room..you always came back and checked on me and prayed with me about how God was going to heal my body, I was broken from head to toe and you knew that... you loved me thru it all someday I hope to repay the favor to anyone going thru a tough time because you taught me so much...
I do love you from the bottom of my heart and thank you so much for always being there for me and I know God forbid if I ever go thru something again you'll be there for me.
love MS Pam
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ReplyDeleteThat is a lovely letter. It is truly wonderful to find someone that uplifts you.
ReplyDeleteWhat a truly beautiful letter, Pam. I don't know your whole "story" yet, but this letter sure made me want to go back and read some of your older posts so I can get the full picture. It sounds like you've had quite a journey and I can relate to it in a way. A different way; but a long road just the same.
ReplyDeleteIt's awesome that you found someone like Scott to help you in your quest to get your life back, and so heartwarming and sweet that you found your hubby in the process.
Looking forward to getting to know you better!
Blessings,
Martha
We all need people to help us gain perspective. Otherwise we can't see the forest for the trees. It sounds like Scott was that person for you. Perhaps it was easier for you to "hear" him because he was new to your area. The way you write about him makes it sound like he hadn't been living there a long time like so many others. He really was a blessing for you. I think you were likely the same for him. People need to be needed. Knowing that he made a significant difference in your life very likely helped him as much as you. It makes it possible for him to continue helping. Another wonderful letter:-)
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